I'm an alcoholic.. and proud of it.

I have been drinking every night for the past week.. and i find it very liberating.. work production has been really good ever since i started it... and i have really happy.. :D

should i make it a every night thingy already? a thought to think abt..

going to aunty irene [not irene ang] for a psychic reading.. can't wait.. aren't u excited, fenny? :D

gonna have lunch with dav now.. tata

I hate sorries... why bothering saying sorry when it doesn't make anything better.. it doesn't make me feel any better. it doesn't make the situation any better..

Hurt and angry is what i'm feeling now. so much for caring. so much for making me feel that u guys really want me to be there. thanks for assuming that i'll be there. assume is making an ass outta u and me.. no one even told u guys that?

i dun mean to vent my anger on only one person. it's really mean of me. but u're my fren coz i know u feel bad.

but the other two? u dun even cared to call or msg me! what's the pt of calling me after u have reached? to ask me where i have reserved the table!? assuming that i'll juz be there? i have a life. i could have done something else though i was sick n having a fever. in the first place, i wanted to go despite having a fever. but why should i be somewhere that i'm not wanted at all.

I am too lazy to blog........

Past few days have been fun.. fei lun hai's concert, ryan's church wedding, ryan's wedding dinner, chee chor's xmas dinner, etc...

But i'm too lazy to blog.. *YAWN*

Merry Christmas to all..

Though nothing fantastic this yr.. let's hope it'll be better next yr!

Hopefully, we could do xmas dinner at ur place again, chee chor.. :D it was really fun..

:D toodles...

So this is Christmas....

Christmas period is now.. but dun feel a big difference.. nothing special abt it.. esp with the economy and the bangkok thingy that is happening..

Need to speak to my darling Loose abt this.. but lately, she's already aslp when i get home and i'm aslp when she's awake.. even over the weekend n PH ytd.. the only conversation we had ytd was..

Loose: is my dress nice?
Me: Yes, it is..
Loose: is my hair nice?
Me: Yes.. loose
Loose: ok, i'm going for my fren's wdg dinner now
Me: orites, have fun mother
Loose: Thanks
Me: Yr welcome

Tried to email her through her office today.. but she's not responding.. most prob i got it wrong..
oh well.. will try to go home early to talk to her abt it...

Random Thoughts

Did you know that Gong Li is a PR of Singapore now? Like did u ever see this day coming that Gong Li will be a PR of our country? Esp when u used to watch her shows since young.. i still like the "Raise the Red Lantern" the most.. heh.. :)

How can someone not have common sense? What's so hard to use the brain once in awhile?

I wanna buy the magical elvies.. it's damn yummy n fun to eat!

I dunno what i wan for my bday.. but i know what i dun wan.. lol.. No Soft toys, Toys, Bracelets, Bags, Accessories n Pouch/Purse.. :D That should be simple, rite?

Twilight

OMG!! This is like the first time i'm really excited to watch a movie!!

I can't wait for it to come out!!! so gonna get the dvd when it's out as well....

Seeing the trailers and photos online is making my skin itch!!

I REALLY CAN'T WAIT :D