Thursday, March 11, 2004

8:10 Hitler passed away.. 10:10 Jewel passed away..

u guys must be wondering who are they.. well.. they were baby kittens that i found in a paper bag on tuesday morning, on my way to sch. they were only a few days old and were abt the size of my palm.. their fur were like a cow's.. very cute..

i brought them to sch and when siti saw the kittens, she fell in love with them, juz like me.. so i decided to let her take one. she chose a male kitty and named him Hitler coz he has two black spots above his mouth, like a moustache. i didn't know the sex of my kitty, but i decided to named it jewel n also decided that it is a girl..

Jewel was so cute as she loved to slp on my hand and to have me patting her butt, and would cry if i put her down.. most of the students knew her too coz i was walking around with her n all.. esp the girls.. they all wanted to carry her.. she was the star..

on tues, i couldn't bring Jewel home coz i had to visit a hotel n restaurant to get information for my projects, so siti brought her home too.. the whole night, kept thinking of Jewel coz i missed her sooooo much.. i kept telling myself i'll get to see her tmw after sch.. i dun have to worry..

on wed, i couldn't go directly to siti's place coz i had some serious issues to handle in sch so i only could meet her after meeting a manager for an interview at Novena.. i met siti at abt 650pm.. Jewel and Hitler were in a deep slp, siti handed me the paper bag that had a shoe box filled with tissues n Jewel slping in it.. Jewel woke up for a while when we were in the ladies but went back to slp when we headed to the MRT to take the train back.

again, she woke up when we were in the train, i couldn't carry her coz there were a lot of pple around.. all i could do was to look at her, hoping that she'll stop crying..

i rushed back as fast as i could and when i did, siti called me.. she told me that something happened. i was hoping that it had nth to do with hitler... but it did.. Hitler had passed away, siti thinks it's coz of shock as he was riding with siti and her bf on the motorcycle and they encountered a hump on the road, then shortly after he died.

i didn't know what to say to comfort her coz i was too shocked. but siti was strong n said that hitler was not meant to be hers and asked me to take very good care of Jewel. i promised her. i promised to take care of her...

then when i was off the phone with siti, i picked Jewel up. she was soo cold, esp her neck. i was so scared, n didn't know what to do but to keep her warm. she started to meow again, so i decided to feed her some milk with a syringe. she only took some.. her meows were so soft n she didn't even had the energy to move at all.. i nearly wanted to cry.. i hugged her and kissed her, but she didn't do anything at all to respond.

But, as my mum kept asking me to bathe, so i had to leave her to bathe n eat.. when i came back, i realised that she had difficulty breathing.. i told my mum n decided to find a mother cat to give her some milk first, to reduce her hunger. we went to this provision shop that we knew that they had a female cat.. but the owner said her cat has already been sterlized and could not help us.. so we went to the pet shop at J8, B1 to ask them abt Jewel but coz at that time, it was already 10 so they were closed. we walked around to see what we could do but we couldn't find anything that might help Jewel.

then i decided to check on Jewel, i carried her and then i realised that she had passed away already. her tongue was sticking out n her arms were crossed, in front of her chest...

my mum n i decided to bury her n took the spade that was at a construction site, we walked until the end of the road, at the back of J8 where we found a place to bury her. my mum dug a hole for her, and i wrapped her in a cloth that my grandma gave to keep her warm. i placed her in the hole n we said a prayer for her to rest in peace. we buried her.

my pretty little furball has gone and will never come back to me anymore. although she has only been with me for less than 24 hrs, but she has already taken a place in my heart. i'll remember her always. i love her so much.

while walking home today, i nearly wanted to cry again coz it was raining. Jewel had such a sad life. she was born n abandoned, facing the cold weather with hitler. she died having to face the cold weather again. she only felt warmth for a short period in her life. she was such a poor baby.. T_T

Please take a minute of silence now, and say a short prayer for Hitler n Jewel. Thank u.

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