i'm home again today.. mum didn't let me go to sch coz i didn't slp the whole nite.. was coughing the whole time..
watched some documentary on channel newsasia yesterday.. talking abt what happens to the community after the town in turkey was affected by the earthquake.. was quite sad after watching the documentary.. but there was this minister of turkey who said something that i thought was very true..
he said.. before the earthquake striked.. the whole town was living individually, without caring about their neighbours or their fellow towners. only after the earthquake, did they realize the importance of community unity and they found their sense of community responsibilties and commitments. and though it was devastating to see so many pple dying.. but good and positive outcomes has produced coz of it.
i think that's really touching.. it made me wished that S'pore would have some natural disaster too so that we will learn how to bond and care for one another. i dun even mind dying if there is some positive outcomes to it.
i have done some soul searching for the past few days. i dunno why i let some pple put me down. i really dun understand. i never did bother much if i hurt someone's feelings coz i know in the end, everything will be fine.. but why now, it has become like this? what's happening to me? since when did i care what other pple think of me.. the "old" me won't even be bothered whether pple think that i'm useless coz i dunno how to swim, cycle, play games or even blade. now, come to think of it.. so what? doesn't mean that i dunno how to enjoy life. life is what u wan it to be. i could learn how to do all those things.. i dun think there's an age limit to learning.. it's whether i wanna learn or not.
being sick for so many days and missing sch makes me sad coz it makes me think back to sec 3 when everyone got angry with me coz of the class prefect thingy and the gastric virus shit..
and i juz wanna let my grp members know.. though i'm sick, i know my responsibilties and what i'm supposed to do and when i'm supposed to really turn up for sch. doesn't mean that i'll forget my duties once i'm sick.
watched some documentary on channel newsasia yesterday.. talking abt what happens to the community after the town in turkey was affected by the earthquake.. was quite sad after watching the documentary.. but there was this minister of turkey who said something that i thought was very true..
he said.. before the earthquake striked.. the whole town was living individually, without caring about their neighbours or their fellow towners. only after the earthquake, did they realize the importance of community unity and they found their sense of community responsibilties and commitments. and though it was devastating to see so many pple dying.. but good and positive outcomes has produced coz of it.
i think that's really touching.. it made me wished that S'pore would have some natural disaster too so that we will learn how to bond and care for one another. i dun even mind dying if there is some positive outcomes to it.
i have done some soul searching for the past few days. i dunno why i let some pple put me down. i really dun understand. i never did bother much if i hurt someone's feelings coz i know in the end, everything will be fine.. but why now, it has become like this? what's happening to me? since when did i care what other pple think of me.. the "old" me won't even be bothered whether pple think that i'm useless coz i dunno how to swim, cycle, play games or even blade. now, come to think of it.. so what? doesn't mean that i dunno how to enjoy life. life is what u wan it to be. i could learn how to do all those things.. i dun think there's an age limit to learning.. it's whether i wanna learn or not.
being sick for so many days and missing sch makes me sad coz it makes me think back to sec 3 when everyone got angry with me coz of the class prefect thingy and the gastric virus shit..
and i juz wanna let my grp members know.. though i'm sick, i know my responsibilties and what i'm supposed to do and when i'm supposed to really turn up for sch. doesn't mean that i'll forget my duties once i'm sick.
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