u know one feeling i can't stand??

I can't stand the feeling that you care for a person but yet, u can't show too much care n concern coz that person might get the wrong idea or pple around us might get the wrong idea.

Bloody hell... why am i so concerned in the first place for what... I think i need therapy. this is bad...

But when that person is with me or in the same place as me, i won't feel like caring or showing concern for that person.

What is this?

Am i going bonkers?