Finally decided to face the truth... Sigh.. it's been killing me for months.. sometimes, it's hard to face the harsh truth... So, please understand if i've lied to u.. i really didn't mean it.. i juz couldn't face it, that's why.. if u guys know me well enough, u'll know that i really hate to lie to my frens esp whom i feel close to.. it's been torturous for me, made me depressed for months..

Who would know what will happen now or the future.. i now know that i have the courage to move forward.. Dear frens, please be there for me and please be understanding.. Thanks babes.. :)