i hate the weekends.. i juz simply hate it.. u're supposed to enjoy ur long-awaited weekends so that u can enjoy urself and relax... but hell.. is it really true? i rather be working or in sch... it's much more fun.. being at home drives me nuts.. i'm not kidding..

when i had a bf, yeah... weekends were good coz we could spend more time with each other, but whats' the use now? nothing.. it's juz plain boring.. f***

but what can i do? sigh...

on the bloody tv, they dun even show interesting stuffs.. as though they expect everyone to be out having fun.. well... know ur customers, manz... some pple are stuck at home, so what can they do? kill themselves?

i wan to do something more worthwhile in my life. i'm sick and tired of myself.. i wan to help pple.. i wan to know myself better.. but how am i gonna do that? any suggestions?

i need to feel that my life is worth living.. u know that kind of feeling?