gonna be a little emotional here.. maybe it's the nite or maybe it's something else...

u may have lotzz of frens but when u're down, and need someone to talkt to.. who can u call? have u ever thought of this? who are the pple that u can juz pick up the fone and call, and be sure that everything will be fine after that phonecall.. for me, i can only name one. sometimes, none. kinda sad, huh? but it's the truth.. maybe the truth hurts.. esp to those pple whom they think that i will tell everything to them or i'll go to them if i have any probs.

everyone is so selfish.. always thinking of themselves and the welfare of their lives.. who cares abt others.. isn't it so sad? how many times on the train have u judged someone coz of their attitude? 'how can they talk so loudly on the train?', 'how can they not give their seat for that elderly lady?', 'how can he blast his music so loudly?', 'how can they sit on the floor n block the way?'..... etc, etc, etc... but surely, at least once in ur life, u've done the same..

it's so ironic.. i hate humans, but i'm one.. how pathetic is that? why dun i kill myself, huh? if i do that, it'll eventually come back to me coz i won't be able to go to heaven..

that is why i always believe it's all how u see it.. even if the world is ugly, it all depends on u.. are u gonna be like them or are u gonna be different.

i'm juz so moody now.. moody, moody, moody