Happy Good Friday

Went to church for mass today... funny thing is that when i kissed Jesus' feet, i suddenly felt an indescribable feeling.. it was kinda like a cold shiver going down my neck.. mass was fine.. but i felt as though i'm losing my knowledge on my religion.. i feel quite sick.. i think it's time to brush up.. but everytime i go to church, i feel very safe.. it's like someone's there to protect u from harm and sheltering u from the cruel world out there.. it's my comfort zone..

Lobby lounge sucks btw.. i realise that i can't work in a women domination place.. too bitchy for me.. tsk tsk.. it's disgusting.. working around men are better.. at least they won't nag n nag, ain't plastic, and can play while i work.. i like that.. that's why i like banquet.. thinking of going back to there to work again.. i really miss banquet..

wonder what to get for Fi's birthday.. any suggestions, people? :)