~Boring day~

got into deep shit with my mum.. may not be able to follow kev to the farm tmw.. damnit.. :(

getting more and more irritated as day goes by.. know i am supposed to do alot of things.. but am too lazy to do them..

i dunno why i'm nice to some pple.. i am pissed with them but yet.. i can't bring myself to be angry with them.. f**k.. can i juz be mean for once?? :( coz i feel as though i dun seem to preach what i say in this area.. -_-''' say that i won't talk to the person for a few days.. but yet.. i would if the person approach me first.. whassup, manz.. stupid hypocrite... :(

can the day be more depressing? maybe i should see a doc and get some slping pills to whack myself out so that i dun have to think anymore.. T-T