had alot that i wanted to blog.. but i lost my interest..

i'm juz tired of things right now...

can't really say how i feel..

the feeling suckz..

anyway.. i dunno why but..

october always reminds me of my grandma [dad's side] that passed away when i was in sec sch..

i guess towards her n my grandpa.. they will be the only two that i really regret not spending enough time n care on.. and i only have myself to blame.

if only i had the mentality to care more abt them when they were alive.. things are so bad at my dad's side that i dun even dare to ask when's their death anniversary..

oh guess what?

i dun even know where they're buried at coz we only went there once.. during the funeral..

i really can understand why my grandma appear to my godsis in KL instead of us..

Anyway~

My parents will be going BKK for one mth.. kinda worried for them.. hopefully, they'll be safe.. in the meantime.. it means FREEDOM to me!!

I better go to bed now.. cya guys