Graduation is today... Feeling damn sian to go.. not even excited la!

What's e pt of attending when my close frens aren't gonna be with me?

Dun understand why my parents have to force me to go...

Aarrgh..

Btw, when i got home last night... I received a cheque from my dad for graduating..

Instead of being happy.. i'm feeling like shit.. Crap.. What's wrong with me?

Perhaps..

I hate feeling indebted to my dad.. or I feel guilty that he's nice to me yet i'm not to him.. i dunno.. sigh...