I dunno what's wrong with me..

I'm juz reluctant to do anything anymore..

My parents will be back tmw.. Excited to see my mum.. But..

The tensions will begin again..

I hate the feeling..

Can't sleep at night at all.. I'm afraid to lose the freedom i have right now.. no annoying person to bug me.. [not my mum]

Everytime i feel like moving out, i think abt my grandma and i can't bear to do it.. esp ever since she scared the shit out of me last fri..