Finally!!!

tmw will be my long awaited off day... :)

i'm mentally tired..

made a few mistakes over the past few days... feel pressurized not to make any mistakes.. coz my seniors are mostly bitches who talk bad abt those who do badly..

like this girl (ok.. she's not young) who made mistakes.. they kept scolding her everyday and talking bad abt her and all until she quit already.. ytd was her last day...

ok.. i know i can take shit from bitches.. but the thing is that.. the whole bloody dept will be going against u... how sad is that, man? i dun wanna be isolated... :(

alot of my ex-shatec mates are shocked that i would choose to work in reservation.. to tell u the truth, i have absolutely no idea why i chose to be in this line.. i really love banquet.. what am i doing??

i like organizing events and all.. i like everything abt banquet..

BUT..

i have a phobia that i might do clumsy things like i did when i was there as a trainee.. and i forgot how to portion food for wedding dinners already.. how can i be a captain or whatever when my casual labours are a million times better than me? and my last day of banquet days ended up like shit..

oh well..

right now..

i can't leave reservations.. coz when i started work, alot of pple in the hotel said that i won't last long there coz it's really stressful and hard work.. coz alot of pple have actually left the place within less than 3 mths.

alot of pple say that i won't last for more than 3 mths.

i'm gonna prove them wrong.. i hate it when pple do not have confidence in me...

i'm gonna last there for at least 2 yrs.

let's see who have the last laugh...