i'm gonna remain a spinster for the rest of my attachment!!!!

all the guys i like have gfs.. wtf man... i'm so sad... i mean like crap... abt my latest one, i didn't wanna find out whether i had or not.. but today, went to have coffee with my guy frens while waiting for my jie mei, michelle, after work... then dunno how come out of the sudden, the topic changed to gfs and bfs(for me), then my latest crush had to talk abt his girl, blah blah blah.. then he only sat for a while n he left.. i msged him, asking him why he left so early.. he said he's meeting his gf... so sad!! so depressed!! my motivation is gone!!!! how am i gonna survive!!!! T_T

told my colleague, joyce, abt it.. she said it was ok coz he isn't married, even if he is, can be mistress also.. i was like wth!! when i read the msg.. u guys know that i dun like guys with gfs.. coz i dun wan the same thing to me... i can't tolerate another girl liking my bf.. so i won't do the same..

another trainee from china said that i'll be a good mother next time.. -_-''' wth man.. i was juz helping her push the trolley back to its original place n she came with that conclusion... is that how u see whether a girl can be a good mother or not??? hahahaha...

meeting shal and the rest for dinner at the airport.. silly michele juz told me that she won't be joining us.. have a feeling it's coz of her darling.. hmph.. hahah.. juz guessing.. but can't wait to meet them tmw.. won't be having coffee with my guys tmw coz he's off tmw.. no point going.. so shameless, rite?? can't stand myself sometimes..

he lend me his comic bks today.. gonna read it later.. loan me 4 bks n it made my bag damn heavy.. but it's ok.. haha. coz it's his... hahahahahahah... *shameless alert*