I can't stand myself..

i miss him like shit.. but i CAN'T like him... i can't help myself.. i'm supposed to treat him like a bro.. msged him last night but no reply.. wonder he's still affected by the quarrel or not.. i know he's not a good man.. and he can't keep secrets for nuts.. he's like a woman, muz tell everyone everything, worse than me.. lol.. he juz reminds me of max.. stupid reason, rite.... hoped to bump into him for the past few days but i guess i wasn't fated to see him..

finally i have time for myself and i have no idea what to do.. weird huh? haven't has so much free time for a long time.. i dun feel like resting.. feel like doing stuff but i have no idea what stuff... but since i'm already home.. i'm too lazy to call someone to go out with.. lol..

i'm home alone with my grandmama.. can't stay long with her though.. we have a tendency to argue with each other.. kinda tiring.. i know i should go along with her but sometimes she is so unreasonable.. but of coz she really very nice to me.. appreciate her alot though it's not visible sometimes..

my grandmama wants to celebrate her bday with mine this yr on the 26th... but the stupid prob is that i'm not sure whether i'll be off on that day or not.. but i really wish to celebrate with her.. if i'm able to take off.. do u guys wanna go to my hse to celebrate with us? my grandma asked if my frens wanna come along or not.. :)

anyway, if u guys are wondering why i'm typing so much.. i like my new keyboard ah.. very smooth.. haha.. so i muz type more... heh heh..