CrAp!!

i think i need to wake up at normal hrs soon.. but the prob is that i have too many worries right now...

MY WORRIES:

* my uniform for the next dept

* my schedule for the next dept

T_T

i can't stop worrying!!!

i think it'll be better tmw.. coz i'll be heading down to Conrad after morning mass... however, i dunno what to do abt my schedule.. think it's time to bribe some staff working there.. haha.. actually i'm not very excited to work there.. it's a bloody CANTONESE restaurant.. what the hell am i supposed to converse with everyone? and what the hell is a "malay-lookalike" doing there?!
why am i being posted there? oh yea.. coz ms clara went to fill up mandarin as her 2nd langauge during the interview.. can't i juz play dumb? sigh... this is what i get.. grrr... should have pretended that i dun have any 2nd langauge.. muahahaha... *evil laughter*

sigh.. having a major headache coming on... not a good sign.. -__-'''

hey guys

having my long-awaited break now.. it's gonna last for 6 days.. lol

han was asking me what am i gonna do during my break.. told him that i'll be at home most of the time.. he nearly wanted to faint.. lol.. but that's me.. i rather stay at home.. u know y? coz i'm hardly at home when i'm working.. be sympathetic pple.. haha

went to order my new specs today.. gonna change my whole outlook slowly.. i'm already letting my hair go without tying it back already.. now, it's time to buy more skirts and be more femine..

yesterday, i wore a skirt that's above my kneecaps.. michele n shal were so shocked.. lol.. shal even took a pic of it.. calm down peeps.. lol.. i know i dun wear short skirts.. but it's gonna be a normal thing soon..

i'm trying to maintain my violence level towards guys too... muz control my anger.. most probably my blood pressure will go up as well.. haha.. muz relax more..

well.. i'm gonna be 21 soon.. time to change.. dun u guys think so?

Hi again!!

juz woke up.. damn shag.. for the next few days it will be worse coz i gotta report to work at 5am from thurs to mon at oscar's for breakfast.. coz of some group that's staying in-house in our hotel.. 400 pple will be coming at the same time and leaving at the same time at 7am. can u imagine the state of oscar's after that?

sigh.. then after that "little hurricane", the banquet staff will have to set up the ballroom for the night weddings... i feel like crying.. Y am i so unlucky..... T_T oh well.. at least i'm not going there alone.. and i will get to see someone again... hopefully he'll be serving at 5am too.. miss him so much.. :)

so i gotta relax the whole day today since it's my off day.. haha.. supposed to go out with fi and shal.. but first i gotta bring my grandma out for her leg washing treatment first...

tata!!

IT'S 2005!!!

well well.. another year has past...

seriously speaking.. last year wasn't a good yr for me.. perhaps alot of pple feel the same way abt theirs too..

but i'm sure this yr would be a good yr.. :) heh heh...

now..

talking abt banquet.. i have 16 bruises from working already.. still counting.. lol.. well... at least i have not *touch wood* fall down in banquet yet.. i'm so tired of falling down already.. can u imagine falling down 4 times in 4 mths? T_T

brain is dying soon.. will update somemore tmw perhaps.. heh heh.. happy shal???? :P