I dunno, man.. i feel that if i was not meant to know certain stuffs, i wish i didn't know anything abt it.. not even one ounce of it.. i juz hate it when i found out abt it accidentally or when another party mentions it to me and i have no idea what the hell happened, may it be even 1/4 of it.. it annoys the crap outta me.. now, i'm so annoyed that i can't concentrate during work...
Questions like.. Why did the person feel this way? What happened? That person didn't seem upset... Then.. i start to wonder..... what happened to our friendship? Does the person not trust me enough to share feelings with me? Am i that bad a fren?
Yeah, i am a bad fren.. Everyone is telling me that i dun spend enough time with them... not putting in enough effort to meet them.. i rather meet other pple..... am i really that busy.. blah blah blah.... i know.. i suck at being a fren..
Maybe i should juz be alone for awhile.. dun wanna meet anyone after today.. so ya.. i'm not gonna hang with anyone, ok? so everyone could juz stop thinking that i'm hanging with the other party when i'm not. Sick and tired of everything.
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Met Volder for dinner last nite so that he would stop pestering me for awhile.. In the end, i got bored and irritated by him.. he was so upset when i couldn't remember our fav hangout place last time.. i seriously couldn't remember.. he kept giving me hints like.. we used to go there when we finished work.. it's at Marina Square.. blah blah.. but i juz can't.. (it turned out to be HK cafe.. -_-'') spend the whole time after that listening to him grumbling abt me.. sigh.. we were in the midst of having a quarrel when fun, val, cindy n tg walked past us and stopped to say hi.. it was a tad awkward at the moment, man.. -_-''' had a little interrogation session by him after that.. annoying piece of crap
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Now, i juz wanna finish my work and accompany allyssa to Chinatown to buy her cheongsam.. Oh ya.. Lav.. why didn't u come back n find me after you were done with your meeting? i was waiting for you.. but oh well, we can talk another time..
Questions like.. Why did the person feel this way? What happened? That person didn't seem upset... Then.. i start to wonder..... what happened to our friendship? Does the person not trust me enough to share feelings with me? Am i that bad a fren?
Yeah, i am a bad fren.. Everyone is telling me that i dun spend enough time with them... not putting in enough effort to meet them.. i rather meet other pple..... am i really that busy.. blah blah blah.... i know.. i suck at being a fren..
Maybe i should juz be alone for awhile.. dun wanna meet anyone after today.. so ya.. i'm not gonna hang with anyone, ok? so everyone could juz stop thinking that i'm hanging with the other party when i'm not. Sick and tired of everything.
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Met Volder for dinner last nite so that he would stop pestering me for awhile.. In the end, i got bored and irritated by him.. he was so upset when i couldn't remember our fav hangout place last time.. i seriously couldn't remember.. he kept giving me hints like.. we used to go there when we finished work.. it's at Marina Square.. blah blah.. but i juz can't.. (it turned out to be HK cafe.. -_-'') spend the whole time after that listening to him grumbling abt me.. sigh.. we were in the midst of having a quarrel when fun, val, cindy n tg walked past us and stopped to say hi.. it was a tad awkward at the moment, man.. -_-''' had a little interrogation session by him after that.. annoying piece of crap
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Now, i juz wanna finish my work and accompany allyssa to Chinatown to buy her cheongsam.. Oh ya.. Lav.. why didn't u come back n find me after you were done with your meeting? i was waiting for you.. but oh well, we can talk another time..
