One must never put too much emotions into a relationship... call it selfish.. call it self-protection...

Coz when you do so... when the other person can't meet ur expectations.. you will get hurt..

or when you start to wonder if the other person really puts in effort to care for you.. but it's hard when the other person has a freaking fish memory..

like when u have smsed the person yesterday to tell him that you will be taking off tmw and the reason why.. and when he calls u at nite, u tell him that u'll be off tmw and he asks u why u're taking off.. and when u say u have already smsed him the reason in the afternoon.. he went "ooohh.. ya.. i forgot".. and u forgive him... and the next day.. u msged him @ 6 plus at nite to tell him that u miss him and that u're heading back home now.. he msged back.. "u finish work so early today?"..

i'm starting to get sick of repeating myself each time.. maybe i should juz keep everything to myself..

this sucks...

Sometimes, i juz dun understand why we muz have quarrels that leaves us hurt and sad.. Does it really strengthen bonds?? Or leave a hole in our hearts and lives in our memory till time allows us to forget..

I'm a stubborn person, esp. when it comes to things i dun wanna do.. but u're a stubborn person too, esp. in asking me to do things that i dun wanna do.. then we'll get angry with each other.. Is it worth it?