allo clara.
i was here.

muahhaha.
=)

-baby germ-

HANG IN THERE

I juz wanna say something to shalgia..

girl.. u're feeling low now.. i know.. but that's not a reason for u to think abt quitting sch. think abt ur parents before u think abt that pls. dun be a spoiled princess anymore. what parent would like their daughter giving up on her studies after she has gone through almost 3 yrs of it? u have already wasted one yr when u were in sec sch. do u wanna continue wasting ur life?

it's time to wake up girl.. u're a bright girl.. i have always believed that.. it's juz not u're not willing to study hard for it. i'm juz so sorry that i'm not in e same class or sch anymore, or else i will study with u. times like this, i wish i can be really supporting u.

the shalgia i know won't give up juz like that. prove to urself that u can do it. why let urself fall? u should fight back. u shouldn't give up. if u do... u'll not only be disappointing those around u but u'll be disappointing urself.

i did 6 rooms yesterday.. so tiring.. gonna faint anytime soon.. having to push the heavy cart n the vaccuum cleaner at e same time and have to clean all the shit the gst made and make it sparkling like new ain't easy at all.. :(

my shift was 8-4 but i was so slow that i ended at 6... :( i feel so shitty and lonely.. so sad.. i hate doing rms..

don gave me a missed call and i called back after work.. then shirley called me too n we decided to go out.. i miss them alot, man.. i felt so much better after we met.. :) n shirley made egg tarts for us.. it was good stuff man.. once i ate one.. i couldn't stop!! i finshed 3 at one go.. haha.. i managed to control myself and left 3 for my mum n grandma coz they appreciate good stuff too.. :)

i had alot of spare time before i met them, nearly abt 2 hrs.. so i was parading around e b1 of my hotel... haha.. then i called david n as i was talking halfway... i saw him.. zaeid.. he saw me too.. he juz froze n stood there for a while.. i think he didn't expect to see me.. -_-'' same here.. haha.. then he saw that i have already saw him so he came over n spoke to me.. basically.. i didn't felt anything.. but i could see that he was trying to act normal.. when will things be back to where they were??? sigh...

oh well... i woke up at 2 pm today.. haha.. feel so good to relax.. :) then i'll be meeting my mum later.. :) i think she misses me alot.. haha.. not shy huh?? haha.. but.. since when am i shy anyway.. :P

juz ended mahjong at shal's place with fi and jon too.. now waiting for shal to get ready so that we can go pick shin up to go for dinner together... fi has left to join her family for dinner.. kenji is irritating me coz he nearly bit me on my feet juz now.. :([shes not truthful....... she stepped on kenji's tail.... :PPPPPPP- jon] i didn't mean to step on his tail what... how i know he's lying next to me?

jon's very impressed that shal is so fast in changing... maybe not.. lol.. coz shal juz went back to change again... lol..

anyway, i'm in housekeeping now.. my last dept.. will be in conrad for another 3 mths and i will be going back to sch for higher dip.. gotta go now. can't wait to see shin later.. :P

Juz went for supper with Jon.. supposed to go with shal too.. but... sigh.. she couldn't wake up.. though i told her to go out of bed... she's such a pig... heh heh.. found out that Jon loves stuffed toys n he has more stuffed toys than me!! omg..

Today's also my last day of lobby lounge.. finally!! getting sick of the bloody place already.. not too bad.. nearly didn't wanna go to work, had to force myself to go. the temptation was too great though.. haha..

fi, shal, michele, JH and YK came to visit me at lobby lounge.. though i couldn't entertain them much.. we were suddenly hit with alot of guests.. shirley went home at 11 something, close to 12.. i took over at the terrace.. SCARY man.. every table were filled with guests.. first time i encounter this in lobby lounge.. haha.. but things went well.. didn't break any glasses or spilled anything.. i think i'm improving.. muahahaha

gonna meet sha, ivan and ethan later.. have been ages since i met them.. can't wait.. busy busy day.. lol.. then on sun, gonna spend some quality time with michele.. coz we haven't spent time together in a long long time.. can't wait to see u, girl.. :)

LOST N FOUND!!

this afternoon, when i woke up, my grandma told me that she found my specs!!! :)

but... guess where she found it? on the bed.. the funny thing is that we looked everywhere on the bed but we couldn't find it..

my grandma said that it's a mircale. i think so too.. hahah..