Starting work tmw..

thank u fi n mich for ur lovely taggies... i will keep to the promise of our bets.. haha.. and i will try my very best to make time for the both of u.. not only that, i promise that i will return ur msgs and calls on the very same day that i receive it.. it won't be like that time during my attach. i promise..

and i will do my very best.. i won't let myself down.. or u guys.. :)

reading mich's blog made me sad.. coz i'll miss the bumming times that we had in her hse and all..

i dun wanna give them all up.. and i know that it'll be harder now as i'm working already.. :(

anyway.. find out what mich n i did today when we went out on her blog.. it was a fun day.. :)

and...

before i end this post.. i shall tell u something that happened today that made mich concluded that i'm dumb.. haha..

we boarded the bus (162) to go to amk after shopping at suntec.. we were actually sitting at the front part of the bus.. and i told mich that i feel like puking already.. so we went to the back coz she said it'll make me feel better.. so the conversation that was exchanged goes like this..

me: i feel like puking, mich..
mich: let's sit at the back.. it'll make u feel better coz u won't smell the engine..
me: okie.. where at the back (the bus was empty except for 2 more pple)
mich: sit anywhere behind but dun sit on the wheel..
me: how do u know where the wheels are being placed???
mich: there! the hump is the wheel outline..
me: ooohhhhhhhhhhhh... i never knew that!!!
me: i always thot that it was for short pple to sit..
mich: *speechless for 1 min*

haha.. i know.. i know... it's dumb of me.. :P

2 more days of freedom before i start work..

got this feeling that i may not be able to take off in july..

too many things to do..

they gave me 3-6 mths to learn everything..

i give myself 1-2 mths to learn everything..

why??

coz i know i'm able to do it.. i am ready to sacrifice all my time to work.

i'm gonna be a workaholic..

If i dun ans ur calls or smses from mon onwards, pls empathize with me n i'll try to get back to u asap.

But be sure that u guys are forever in my heart.. :)

Lumpz:

Everything will be fine coz time really heals all wounds.. might take a long time depending on whether u're willing to let go of everything or not..

But what i firmly believe is that.. one should always look at the positive side of things.. if u think of him, think abt all the happy times that u guys spent.. not on the fighting n all coz it's not worth it.

Since fate brought the two of u before, let it be reflected with a happy mindset. Life is too short to be left miserable.. :)

and u have all of us with u.. we'll go thru this with u, esp. me.. :) LOVE YA!!! :)

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A few days ago, a fren told me a shocking news.. there's this mutual fren of ours. thot that he was a gentleman n all.. until she told me that he's actually quite a perv.. he was caught in a restaurant grabbing a girl's watermelons.. -__-''' i wanted to die.. to think that i was promoting this guy to my fren and he's actually a horny bastard!!

then my stupid fren had to say that he cannot like her coz she doesn't have watermelons.. she only have grapes.. -___-''' hahaha... and we were in the train station when she said that.. i wanted to roll away... hahaha.. then she asked wat was smaller than grapes.. we came up with marbles, black sesame n a speck of dust.. haha.. it was really retarded.. i guess we were all tired.. :) coz pple tend to talk crap when they're tired. haha..

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anyway.. went out with fenny today.. cinz couldn't join us coz of family stuffs.. we ended up eating from 6.30pm - 11pm.. has a break inbetween when we went to paragon to walk around.. well, both of us were depressed.. so we had to keep ourselves happy by eating.. sigh...

Gonna meet Fenny n Cinz later for a movie...

Not in a good mood now.. maybe those 2 can make me feel better...

Interviews.. Interviews.. Interviews..


I've been to 2 interviews so far.. one will confirm if i'm shortlisted tmw n the other is at the end of the week... sigh.. i'm bored already.. LET ME WORK.. hahaaha..

Bet my mum will be happy to hear this.. Sigh...

DaZeD n bLuR!!!


i was going through my friendster juz now.. and realised that some of them.. i have absolutely no idea how i know them... they dun even look familiar to me la.. oh gawd.. is my memory failing me big time? N it's the same for msn.. some of them.. i dunno how i know them.. :/

This is madness... should i ask them if i know them or how i know them?? hahaah..

anyway...

was talking to my fren, pat, a few days ago.. and we were updating each other abt our lives.. n he said that once he finished NS, he's gonna move to indonesia to look for the girl he likes.. i really didn't know what to say.. it's been coming to 5 yrs since he likes this indo girl.. and she went back 1-2 yrs ago.. they got to know each other in shatec.. she rejected him a couple of times already.. n i seriously thought that he has given up on her long time ago coz i have been telling him to let her go and he stopped mentioning abt her.. and out of the sudden, he has made the decision to move over there to be with her..

is the power of love really that great???

Updates.. Updates.. Updates.. Updates..


erhmmm... where do i start???

Yesterday... Around 3.50pm.. still at home..

Started to panic.. running late to go to mich's hse and then meet fi @ city hall to go together to the airport to send Jon off...

in e midst of rushing, broke a glass bottle n ended with 2 cuts on my left hand... cleared the mess.. n rushed out of the hse @ 4.20

4.25pm.. reached Muji to buy pencil case for Jon..

4.35pm.. Took Bus 55 to mich's place

5.30pm.. Reached popular to buy Jon's stationary

6.24pm.. Met fi @ city hall station

7.10pm.. Met Jon and said bye to him..

7.15pm.. He went into the Departure Hall..

In the end, we only had time to say bye to him and gave him his pressies. He left looking sad.. Felt really bad abt it.. Coz it's my fault that i miscalculated the time and resulted in the 3 of us being late..

Sigh..

Dun feel like blogging anymore..

Oh manz..


i never believed in fortune-telling.. but the chinatown one is kinda true.. during CNY, i visited CT with my mum n l'l sis, and we came across this pillar with the 12 animals' yr fortune-telling.. and for rats' health, the reading said that for the early mths, , they will suffer from indigestion or related stomach probs..

and it's true for my case.. Damnit.. been having it on n off since the beginning of the yr.. damn uncomfortable.. T-T

i wanted to stay at home n hide for the whole day ytd n i had a rice mission to accomplish anyway.. but.. in the end, i got bored and upset.. so i decided to call fi n mich (jh tagged along) for ice-cream @ upper thomson.. then, Jon n his fren (i call him uncle) came to join us.. then we stayed on for awhile more and we left for home..

later on... we'll be sending Jon off.. that bugger can even forget to buy his pencil case and stationary.. so this maid (a.k.a me) have to go buy for him later... still can say i'm not nice to him.. hmph.. piece of shit.. and besides, it's not a prob since J8 is juz next door.. haha.. :)

well, i'll be staying over at michie's hse today.. after sending that bugger off, we're gonna go clubbing.. (i hate clubbing, i rather pub... but i have no choice... coz my two darlings wanna club.. -_-''')

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i was making pancakes on sat.. started to daydream while the pancake was turning brown.. and i touched the metal spatula's edge on the left corner of my upper lip.. -_-'' it was f**king hot la.. now.. that corner is "cooked".. feels very weird... T-T Rule number one.. NEVER daydream when u're cooking.. :(

got nth to say already.. have been sad for the past few days.. sigh.. i dunno.. brain feels numb and all.. haven't been slping too.. maybe it's true.. when u're angry, u can't slp.. sigh..

Was supposed to meet fenny n cinz at cine at 3.15 pm on Fri.. thought i was gonna be late when cinz called me when i was abt to leave my hse and told me that she juz woke up.. so i thot nvm.. fenny n i will hang out first.. But......

when i reached cine, fenny called to say that she's not done with her work yet and she doesn't know wat time she can be done.. so i had to walk around alone.. which i hate... So..

i smsed Jon and told him that i'm bored.. haha.. thank goodness he was at scott's.. We met up waited for fenny and cinz to come... had a great time laughing at those pple queuing for s'pore idol.. and cinz had to tell us that she'll be queuing with them at 6am.. -__-'''' haha..

we were walking off to Heeren to find Jon's water bottle when we bumped into steph.. she was waiting for kev.. then halfway talking, she commented that Jon has squirrel's toe nails.. hahaha.. couldn't stop laughing..

after Jon left.. we went for dinner and our usual bitch session.. and then we got really full and we decided to walk around.. and we ended up in paragon coz fen wanted to pee.. then at the 5th floor, we saw this merry-go-round.. unfortunately, there isn't any prize for anyone who can guess what we ended doing.. haha.. :P

it was a fun day.. Esp when it has been a long time since i went out with fenny n cinz.. :)

I juz hate it when i have nth to do and all i can think abt are all the things that u said or do that upsets the shit out of me..

and i hate it when u have absolutely no idea that u are the one who has been hurting me.

and i hate the fact that u care more abt others than u do for me.

and pple..

stop putting the both of us together.. i dun wan things to be awkward. thanks.

Met Jon, Fi n Michie at Hougang for a nice, simple western meal today..

then headed to great world city to make Michie's specs... then while we were waiting for it to be ready.. we went to Zara and Fi and Michie were happily trying on clothes.. i got injured instead though.. haha.. after we collected the specs, we had yoghurt and took the shuttle to town..

when we reached town, Jon "dragged" me to meet kev to apologize to him face-to-face coz he said that since kev is angry with me, he wouldn't read my blog..

kev was supposed to come out at 5.15 but he didn't.. told Jon that he won't come.. but in the end, Kev did.. (thanks, by the way.. i seriously didn't expect u to come out.) and everything is ok already.. and thank u, Jon for knocking some sense into me and all.. :)

then we went to coffee club for tea.. michie left coz she's meeting Jia Hao.. that lazy bugger.. hmph! :( anyway.. then fenny came and join us..

Jon n Fi went off to Math class n swimming lession respectively.. Fenny n i then made our way in cine, where we sat n munched and talked abt her life and all.. sigh.. fenny.. u made me wanna roll and knock my head so many times today... haha.. HONEY! haha

anyway.. today was a good day.. :) and michie n fi.. i still think there was a conspiracy... hmph.. :(

I really dun understand....


Do i give pple a feeling that i dun appreciate them as frens?

Is it coz i dun say my thanks and sorrys often; therefore, i'm labelled as an unfeeling, inappreciative person?

Am i really a bad fren?

I really dunno.

To my best guy fren, kev:

I suck at being ur best girl fren coz i have not thought from ur point of view before. I know i've hurt u and i'm sorry for ignoring the problem that we were facing and ur feelings for the past week.

I hestitated to call u coz i was afraid that u might start to threaten me again though i know u'll never do what u said u'll do. I failed to see that what i was doing was wrong coz i should never ignore u.

Until juz now, when u finally told me what u've been thinking abt for the past week and all. I never did see that i was in the wrong.

i should never ignore u coz u're really my best guy fren and i know whatever u said to me, esp abt what i should do with my probs, are right. It's juz that i'm too stubborn to do what u tell me to do. I know it's dumb.. i know u dun wan me to get hurt anymore and all.

Will u ever forgive me? Or is it really the end of our friendship?

Can i have another chance to be best frens with u again?

Met my hubby on sat for movie and dinner.. :)

watched "fearless" again, he was being lame before the movie started and remember what happened to the ice cream cover? hahahaa..

then, we went to din tai feng for xiao long bao, siew mai and noodles.. i wanted something light n healthy for my noodles, so i had noodles with prawns, bamboo shoots and veggie while he had noodles with steamed?? pork.. :) it was good.. and we had a great time laughing n laughing.. he made me laugh so much the whole time we were together.. haha.. and i believe that my brain cells depleted when we were out together.. :)

then, mich called to say that she's bored and she wanna meet.. so, i decided to head to hougang with my hubby.. he stays there.. and we sat under his blk and i finally got to take a look at his ns album.. dun forget to show me again when u've added the captions. :)

we walked over to hougang mall to meet mich and he left to buy dinner for his family.. and then, mich n i made our way to amk to join fi to tea n bitching session.. :)

Oh ya.. my hubby passed me my purple butterfly too.. i really love it.. :) thanks hubby.. and thanx for not getting the pink one.. *wink wink* hahahaha.. :)

and we muz get sha out for dinner soon, k? can't neglect ur other wife, u know... :)

OH MY GAWD!!


I juz received a call from Ms. Soh.. my trainer from Shatec..

She called me to inform me that my dad has been emailing the sch non-stop for my results.. Can i faint???? how embarrassing..... -_-'''

Ms. Soh: Hello clarabelle.. this is ms. soh here..

Me: Oh hi ms. soh.. why?

Ms. Soh: Clarabelle.. Do u know that ur dad has been emailing the sch non-stop for ur results?

me: *LONG pause* what??

Ms. Soh: Ur father has been emailing the sch non-stop for ur results..

me: erhmm.. i didn't know that..

Ms. Soh: yes, do u wan us to give ur father ur results? are u ok with it?

me: *thinking how the heck she knows that there's something wrong bet. me n my dad* how did i do?

Ms. soh: oh.. u had blah blah for psycho, blah blah for macro econs, etc

me: oh.. how abt the overall grade? the g.p.a? not in transcript yet?

ms. soh: oh it's becoz biz com has not been graded yet..

me: oh.. ms diah's health, is it?

ms. soh: yes, she juz came back from medical leave again..

me: oh.. ask her to take care..

ms. soh: ok.. so can we email ur father ur results?

me: yes, ok..

ms. soh: ok.. then we'll send the email now.

blah blah blah..

WTF!!!!

on a happier note:

Cinz n i went to watch "fearless" after having lunch with jon.. it was really good.. enjoyed the movie alot.. Cinz too... :)

but stupid cinz said that i sided the jap guy (tanaka) coz *taken from her*

: chix says she admires tanaka bcos of his moral prinicples. LOL. bullshiet. most of dat "admiration" came from his suaveness N the looks. trust me. she's lustful. haha.

I AM NOT LUSTFUL!!! hellooooooooooo!!

i do admire his sportmenship, k? he didn't have to go through killing of his family to realise the importance of honour n blah blah.. only one tea session with jet li and he knew it!! How smart!! :)

hmph.. cinz only know how to bully me.. where's fenny to protect me? oh wait.. she'll probably laugh n join forces with cinz.. damn.. can anyone side me??? *blink blink*