I'm never meeting pple after wk ever again.. coz things always dun go smoothly for me at wk when i do that...

made a big boo boo for IMF period.. thank gawd i had a good sales mgr to speak to the sec to change the rsvn date..

anyway..

have u ever have frens that u love alot and when they do some stuffs to hurt you.. well, not on purpose.. they think that they are doing u a favour or being noble.. but in the end, u get hurt instead. then u hate them but at the same time, u can't bear to hate them coz they are ur closest frens and you love them. then u end up torturing urself inside coz u are dealing with so much hurt and pain inside...?

welcome to my club.

Dreams n Goals

Have u seriously dream abt something u wanna do in life but u never got the chance to do it? or have a goal that u wish u can do so?

I have..

Maybe.. one day, i will have the courage to do so..

What's ur dream or goal like?

Is it....

Building a home, complete with a spouse n children?
Having the career that u've studied or worked so hard for ?
Buying the condo or car that u've always dreamt of?

Hmm..

Mine isn't..

My dream is to leave everything behind and go to other country that noone knows me and live there by myself. I will go there and explore life, work to fill my stomach.. and i won't contact anyone in singapore..

Well.. It might happen in a few yrs.. when i'm finally ready to let go of everything. and when that happens.. i won't tell anyone.. i will juz leave quietly..

I am so sick of life right now.. Nothing seems to make me happy to be alive.. I feel as though i am an empty shell.. I guess i will only be happy when i finally fulfill my dream.

Hmmmm

Have been working until quite late for the past few days.. and i'm feeling a little tired.. Grace and i have been staying at until 10 plus 11.. and by that time, we can't talk to each other coz we dun seem to understand what each other are talking abt.. haha..

either than work.. i haven't been able to have time for other things. i think it's good in a way that i can meet challenges at work and learn how to overcome the stupid things that comes with it.. Ailing went on leave, and finance pple kept finding me to do stuffs for them which i have no idea why i'm the one to do it when i dun even know anything.

Sometimes, i am juz so amazed that things can be changed in such a short span...