My mum decided to wake me up by jumping on the other side of the bed n removing all the pillows from me.. i got a bloody shock n n she was like.. "wake up! wake up! go n eat prawn noodles soup!!" in my face.. and while i was like trying to register what the hell she's talking abt, she dragged me up..

then, i touched my ear and realized that my whole earring was gone. (the back fell out ytd n i couldn't find it) n i was scared that my ear hole might close so i asked my mum for like stud earrings.. she came back with 3.. a black cherry, an "ok" sign [my mum said when i wear this, i have to agree to everything she says.. -_-''] n a teddy bear.. i was like wtf coz i was thinking more like a small round jewel kinda earring.. but the whole entire family except my dad [like duh] n mama [eeww.. i'm not gonna wear ah ma earrings].. have like big chunky ones.. so i juz have to choose within these.. so in the end, i chose the teddy bear.. but i have to get it changed before mon.. dun think LK n TC will be very amazed with a jeweled teddy bear in my ear. ha..

then, i went to brush my teeth n wash my face.. and i went to my mum and she was like "ok.. go n change then" and i was like.. huh.. go n change? where are we going? u said that there's prawn noodle soup wat.. and she said.. u think i'm so nice to wake u up to have breakfast?! i'm asking u to go out n have prawn noodle soup with me.. -_-''' and i was thinking "oh wow.. what a sweet mum she is..." until i saw the clock on the comp.. it was only 9:15AM! who the hell wakes up at 9 PLUS on a non-working day! [ok.. dun answer my qn if u do] and i was like.. mummy! it's only 9 plus n u woke me up! i thought it was reaching 12noon, that's why u woke me up! why wld i wake up at 9 plus on a non-working day!!! and she was like.. "heh.. but i really wanna go n eat prawn noodle soup now, what..." sigh.. so i went to bathe n change..

sometimes, i juz wonder who's the mother n who's the daughter.. -_-'' ok.. gtg now.. she's all ready to get out of the house..

btw.. can't wait for dinner with Mr D n our families tonight.. :) ya ya.. his name starts with a D.. anyway.. he's going back soon.. so stop it, peeps..

Laterzzz

One more day to go! :)

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After watching David Cook (American Idol), Mummy wanna grow a beard too.. so that her face won't look so big.. haha.. :) Wacky Mummy..

Real Glad that David Cook won, by the way..

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Did something i never thought i'll ever do.. i did the eballot thingy for National Day tix during work today.. lol.. -_-'''

I have a fantastic time on Sat with my childhood fren.. we have known each other since forever.. like when we were babies.. haha.. and we haven't seen each other for abt nine yrs? his family moved to the states and he's back for abt 2 wks.. we didn't take any pics on sat though.. haha.. totally forgotten abt it.. too excited in chatting.. :)

We did what we used to do with our families on Sat nights.. we went to Chomp Chomp for dinner.. ate alot (as usual) and then we went to this pub where we spent every sat nights playing darts and pool.. it was cool.. talking abt the past n all... He was my partner in crime.. and the only guy that i could get along with at that age... ahah.. we used to bully all the other kids, including our own siblings.. haha.. and once in a while, we would play pranks on each other..

Coz our families, including a few more, were very tight... we wld even go for some vacations together.. i remember one incident where we were at the resort place and our dads ended up drunk and sleeping on the floor when we woke up in the middle of the night.. Guess what he n i did? lol.. we went to gather all the empty beer cans that we could find and bury our dads in them.. haha.. and we would go around with balloons, threatening to burst them in front of the other kids' faces..

then we would even have sleepovers when our parents go for dinner parties.. once, that arse drew a turtle on my face while i was sleeping.. and it turned out to be permanent marker.. that was the only time he made me cry.. and he felt quite bad.. (at least he has a conscience).. and volunteered to have his cheek drawn in permanent marker.. i drew a butterfly.. haha. u should have seen the look of our mums when they saw us the next morn. :)

Real glad to have him back for awhile.. :) gonna have a dinner party with him n our families next sat night.. heh.. can't wait.. :)

Oh ya.. we were talking alot abt our personal lives as well.. and i shared with him everything abt mr clingy volder.. and he couldn't stop laughing.. -_-'' and he was like.. "u were dumb when u were young.. and apparently u didn't get any brighter since then.." -_-''' i hate him.. haha.. such a piece of crap. he's supposed to be on my side!!!! heh..

Anyway... we didn't tell any of our family members that we met.. coz ever since young, they have been trying to put the 2 of us together.. how disgusting.. he's like a brother to me only.. and we know how excited everyone wld be if they knew we went out on our own.. esp. our dads.. very drama mama.. ahaha..

4 more pathetic days to go! YAY!

Someone juz pissed the crap outta me.. juz like that time, when my grandpa passed away.. and i was laughing n having fun in sch.. and cherie walked up to me and told me off for being so happy when my grandpa juz passed away. what the hell man. juz coz something bad happened.. i'm not allowed to be happy? not allowed to go out? not allowed to have fun? not allowed to have vacations? GROW UP.. if everytime something horrible happens, i have to get depressed n all.. then u know what? there wouldn't be even one happy day in my life. Dun make me get too disgusted with u. u won't like me then.

Had a very unpleasant bus ride to work today.. Hope it won't happen again..

Most boring day of my life today..

Couldn't take it.. Kept yawning n spacing out.. Nearly fell asleep...

Didn't have appetite for lunch.. ended up finishing the book i brought along.. "A good girl comes undone"

Not bad, quite entertaining.. got me thinking abt stuff..

After that... I..

Ended up reading off http://www.reference.com/ most of the time..

Absorbing some history into my bones.. heh..

Counting down the hours.. then minutes.. till it was time to go.....

Nearly fell while trying to rush out of the horrible place.. -_-'''

5 more pathetic days to go.. Really building up my patience, man....

Lao ban left for home today.. Real sad that i couldn't send her off.. Sigh..

I'm gonna miss my Lao Ban loads....

At least on Monday, i'm off!! Might be visiting my grand aunt..

Can't wait for tmw! Someone that i haven't seen for the longest time [like really really long] is coming down for a visit! Yay!! :) Long awaited reunion.. :)

Wanted to blog abt stuffs that happened..

Then, i thought..

What's the point of blogging?

Totally felt like a bucket of ice-cold water was poured over my head..

Toodles..

I juz can't wait to leave...

I seriously think that the time i spent travelling back home or even to there, i could reach JB or further in the same amt of time.. and i hate travelling by train coz i dun wanna be a sardine.

Fucked up life in a Fucked up world..

And i'm tired of being treated like a Primary sch kid..

Oh My MaMa!!

As u guys all know by now that i haven't gotten my thingy since like Nov.. and yes, i did say i was gonna see the doc but dates got changed..

Anyway... I'm reading up on prolonged intervals between menstrual cycles and all.. and i saw some stuffs that i juz wanted to share with u all.. [erhm.. the guys {eg. Kev, Jon n Dav}, u guys can juz read the other posts, ya?]

Common menstrual disorders include missed periods (amenorrhea), as well as periods that are unusually heavy or long (menorrhagia), unusually light (hypomenorrhea), unusually frequent (polymenorrhea), unusually infrequent (oligomenorrhea) and unusually painful (dysmenorrhea).

Ok.. Is mine unusally infrequent or missed periods?

Young women who have not achieved a regular period after three years of menstruating should consult a physician.

oh my gawd.. i have not achieved a regular period since i had it!

You may have experienced the opposite problem of heavy menstrual bleeding —no menstrual periods at all. This condition, called amenorrhea, or the absence of menstruation, is normal before puberty, after menopause and during pregnancy. If you don't have a monthly period and don't fit into one of these categories, then you need to discuss your condition with your health care professional.

I kinda dun fit into any one of these categories!! can't be i'm having menopause now, rite?

Amenorrhea. An absence of menstrual periods. This condition may be further classified as:
Primary amenorrhea. The lack of a first menstrual period by the age of 16 years. This condition is also known as “delayed menarche.”
Secondary amenorrhea. The absence of menstrual periods in a woman who has previously menstruated regularly. The periods must be absent for at least three months to be considered amenorrhea.

Can't be the primary one.. but the secondary one isn't right too since i never menstruated reguarly before.. How abt periods that has been absent for 7 mths previously?!

Oligomenorrhea. Unusually infrequent menstrual periods. Woman with oligomenorrhea have fewer than six to eight periods per year.

This seems like it..?

Oligomenorrhea can be a result of prolactinomas (adenomas of the anterior pituitary). It may also be caused by thyrotoxicosis, hormonal changes in perimenopause, and Graves disease.

Thyroid!?! Growth?! I'm not liking what i'm reading...

Polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS).

A reproductive disorder in which excessive amounts of androgens (male hormones) are produced by the ovaries. PCOS may cause a number or menstrual disorders including amenorrhea, oligomenorrhea (unusually infrequent periods) and polymenorrhea. For many women with PCOS, the menstrual disorders are caused by anovulation, or failure to ovulate, leading to fertility issues as well.

Excessive amounts of male hormones?!!?! WTF?

Ok.. maybe i should juz stop reading.. Shit.. now i'm starting to scare myself..

Colbie Caillat - One Fine Wire lyrics

I try so many times

But it's not taking me

And it seems so long ago

That I used to believe

And I'm so lost inside of my head

And crazy

But I cant get out of it

I'm just stumbling

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head

I'm juggling and my fears on fire

But I'm listening as it evolves in my head

I'm balancing on one fine wire

And I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

But It's frayed at both the ends

And I'm slow unraveling

Life plays so many games inside of me

And I've had some distant cries, following

And their entwined between the night and sun beams

I wish I were free from this pain in me

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head

I'm juggling and my fears on fire

But I'm listening as it evolves in my head

I'm balancing on one fine wire

And I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

I remember the time my balance was fine

And I was just walking on one fine wire

But it's frayed at both the ends

And I'm slow unraveling

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head

I'm juggling and my fears on fire

But I'm listening as it evolves in my head

I'm balancing on one fine wire....

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Anyway...

Haven't been doing much lately.... has mc on mon n tues, again on thurs n half of fri.. can i stick straws into my cheeks n eyes so that the fluids can all pass out thru that? Come to think of it, it sounds damn gross.. *puke*

Did i tell u guys abt that time my mum was accidentally poked in the eye with a straw? my gawd.. i had wobbly legs when she told me abt it.. shall tell u guys when i do meet up. heh.. shall gross u guys out too..

Lao Ban is leaving soon.. *Sad*

Ok.. as some of you guys may know.. i said i felt like Spongebob Squarepants..

It's not coz i felt stupid like him.. [orite, Chee Chor] or coz I think that u're patrick.. [ok, cinz] But coz my cheeks felt so swollen with water and it was aching like crap...

So anyway.. i finally realized why today.. Having a sinus attack.. -_-''' i went to see the doc coz i could feel the watery mucus down my throat.. u know, like a leaking nose? but in my case, it juz all happening inside.. n my fav doc was in! haha.. so anyway, he gave me some med for them.. [like duh] and then he was like "take the med n see how.. in the meantime, try not to.." i knew what he was gonna say coz he's like forever telling me the same thing.. so i finished it for him.."not to talk too much?" and he was like.. "ya, glad that u know that.. beside, i dun think u will coz u sound so much like a man" -__-'''' and i was like.. "oh thanks man.. i really heart u.. how cld u say that to ur fav patient" apparently he thot that it was hilarious.. and then he was like.. "how many days of mc u want" i told him this: "i dunno, juz remember to pamper me" n he gave me 2 days' mc! yay! lol.. then we talked abit more before shooing me off coz he said he can't stand how manly my voice is.. -.-

So anyway... dun call me juz to hear my voice.. i'm not planning to pick up my calls anyway.. heh..

Some pple are having fun annoying the crap outta me lately.. but let's start with the good ones...

Fenny: Being super lame, we were at Centrepoint, walking to the ladies and i saw a t-shirt that had the word "Bello" on it. So i was like Hey! that's my name!! and then ms goh went.. ur name is clarabelle, or belle.. so it's le, not lo.. oh! u can be lilo from lilo n stitch.. -_-''' i seriously didn't know what to say to that.. so i juz walked faster to the loo..

Tyler: By tricking him by taking the escalator up and down to catch up with us.. haha.. sorry, man.. we were bored... but it was fun, rite?

Anyway..

Fenny.. next time, i dun wanna call volder/happy new year on the actual day that u/tyler wanna meet him la..... did u know that he started calling me like abt 9-10 plus? and i didn't pick up coz it was in the middle of the set, so i msged him instead.. in e end, he kicked such a big fuss out of it coz i didn't ask him out earlier. i really wanna smack him.. behaving like a spoilt kid.. blaming me over little crapz.. dunno what's up with him..

Pissed off man.. Sigh...

Oh.. i took a pic of chris' hair.. it's so nice, luscious n long.. her length is close to 4 times of mine.. can u imagine..

It's kinda blur coz ms "touch-me-not" was kept on walking away from me.. trying to act shy as usual.. -_-'''

Oh ya! talking abt being shy.. i asked my mum if i was shy... and this was her exact words: "u? shy? my arse.. u're like the fiercest, moodiest person alive.." Dun ask me what does that got to do with me being shy.. -_-''' i know no idea...

The freaking heat is killing me... u can practically cook an egg on the sidewalk with the heat these days.. *annoyed*

I received one of the cutest pressie ever! :) take a look at it.. heh..

Even closer look at it....

How abt seeing it EVEN closer?

So cute, rite? :) Ah yo.. i can't stand it.. hahah..