WEIRD!!

wanna know something really weird??? i lost my specs... i can't find it anywhere.. dun understand why... looked everywhere for it.. but still missing.. another search will be done by my grandma tmw..

i miss my specs!!! :(

Happy Good Friday

Went to church for mass today... funny thing is that when i kissed Jesus' feet, i suddenly felt an indescribable feeling.. it was kinda like a cold shiver going down my neck.. mass was fine.. but i felt as though i'm losing my knowledge on my religion.. i feel quite sick.. i think it's time to brush up.. but everytime i go to church, i feel very safe.. it's like someone's there to protect u from harm and sheltering u from the cruel world out there.. it's my comfort zone..

Lobby lounge sucks btw.. i realise that i can't work in a women domination place.. too bitchy for me.. tsk tsk.. it's disgusting.. working around men are better.. at least they won't nag n nag, ain't plastic, and can play while i work.. i like that.. that's why i like banquet.. thinking of going back to there to work again.. i really miss banquet..

wonder what to get for Fi's birthday.. any suggestions, people? :)

WHAT LUCK?!?!

my frens from IJ should know that i hate this guy called Nicholas Oh very much.. he's like my no.1 enemy in my life.. i can forgive everyone but not him.. probably on my deathbed..

and my life has always been revloving around him.. my best fren in cat. class was his gf, my mum knows his mum.. even when i was in sec sch, my frens know him, like sheryl and fiona.. i still remember the rude shock when i saw him at fi's 16th birthday.. i thought that would be all..

i never expected michele to be in the same class as him in poly, and shal to know him as well... all that i can take it, i guess..

but juz 10 mins ago.. i juz realized that my no.1 guy (who likes me) actually hangs out with him!! michele told me.. i never bothered to know which course he is in.. i only knew that he was in the same sch as michele.. until shal asked me what was his course.. then i went to ask him.. guess what? michele and him are in the same course.. i was too shocked, so i called michele.. and after much thinking.. she realises that she does know him.. then she dropped the bomb that he knows nick and they hang out together..

i dunno what to think anymore... i'm so tired of my life revolving around that pig.. what's next?! he's marrying my cousin!? he's my cousin?! he's my uncle?! i'm his auntie?!

sigh....... why am i so "lucky"?

Last night, i decided to make pasta for my grandmama, little sis and me for today's lunch.. weird thing is that i always like to cook pasta when my parents are away.. i wonder why...

anyway... i woke up at 12 plus.. went down to NTUC to get a few things, such as parsley, white mushroom, and ham.. of coz my grandmama wanted me to check a few other things.. i was gonna make a cream based pasta with mushroom and ham.. u guys should try tossing the cooked pasta in chopped parley and butter before serving... it's heaven... lol..

one thing that i suck at is to get the saltiness at the right level.. mine is always too bland.. i'm too scared to add alot.. lol.. what if it's too salty.. if it's too bland, can juz add more salt.. :)

i ate too much though.. had 2 servings.. coz i cooked until i was starving.. lol.. i dunno how my grandmama think abt my pasta though.. she likes my spaghetti aglio oglio (is it how u spell it) with cheese and bacon..

u know, i tried alot of different ways to cook spaghetti already.. i hate the traditional one that we are customed to.. tomato based with minced meat and parmesan cheese.. u guys should experiment, u know.. it's pretty fun.. :)

if u guys like, maybe one day, i'll cook for u guys too.. hee hee.. :)

i like to cook... that's why my mum always ask me why i dun wanna take up cookery.. that's coz i only wanna cook as my hobby, not my job... isn't it better, peeps....?

i think that later i shall see who i can meet to do my favourite pastime.. hopefully shal is free... but she haven't reply me yet... sigh..

call me a workaholic..

i love my job.. sometimes, it may cause me to have lesser free time with my friends and family. but i dun find that i'm regreting anything..

i dun see why too.. it doesn't mean that i'll never have time for them, or anything..

i'm not angry with anyone.. i juz feel that i need to make myself clear..

if i dun happen to meet u guys, i'm sorry.. i did try.. but i can't force them to give me whatever i want.

finally had a chance to stay at home n laze around.. didn't get a chance to do that last week coz:-

* i had to go to sch to pay the fees for the higher dip

*met my mum to spend some time with her

*met sarah at paulander's as she was around the area

*went for the GP supper

i reached home at 2 something n had to work at 7 am the next morn... only had 2 hrs of slp.. but thank goodness i didn't have alot of things to do.. i only did ushering, topping up the ice water and water goblets..

i dunno man.. juz tired.. and kinda sad coz of the timing in banquet, i hardly have time for my family or frens.. i miss my sisters the most... hardly have time to talk to them anymore.. until we have nothing to talk abt anymore.. sigh.. i dunno what to say

take care