Fi was at my place and we headed down to the bus stop... while waiting for the bus to come, i had a loose thread on my blouse.. asked fi to help me to remove the thread...

Juz as fi removed it.. a group of little "i's" approached us, wearing army uniforms.. and used penknives to point at us and shouted at us to give them all our valuables...

Then........

my fone had a sms n i woke up from the blasting ringtone.. hahaha..

Had a nightmare last night... Was i lucky to be saved by Jon? hahaa... he said it was.. -_-'''

But...

i ended up having a difficult time getting back to slp..

well...

at least i didn't continue the same dream after that..

2nd day of CNY...

went to michie's hse with fi n jon today... reached there abt 5 plus.. i think.. we bummed in her hse until close to 11.. haha..

i love michie's parents... they're so lovable.. I love u auntie n uncle!! haha.. uncle, dun forget that u promised to cook curry for me when i go to ur hse!! :)

anyway..

on my way home in the cab... i thought of some stuffs..

IF i get into an accident..

i hope that i do not:

1) have a stomachache..
2) need to pee badly..

coz if it happens.. definately i will be damn shocked, rite? what if i was sooo shocked until i shit or pee in my pants/skirt??? then, when the paramedics & media comes... won't it be embarrassing for me if i'm still conscious?

ok.. even if i fainted.. poor paramedics!!! haha... i won't wanna be in their shoes, manz.. and what if the media reports that i shit/pee in my pants/skirt?? how am i supposed to show my face again? haha.. might have to elope to another country!! haha..

so ya!!!

pple.. before u leave ur hse..

u better make sure that u've shat n peed.. coz u'll never know what will happen.. *wink*

Nail colours we chose for CNY!! :) 

Happy Chinese New Year to ALL.. :)

ytd nite, when i was using the com when my cousins were around.. a couple of them saw my blog.. sooooo..

if u guys are actually reading my blog now... a BIG HI to u!! and dun go telling my mum n mama whatever u read.. haha.. be nice to me.. :P and dun roll away after reading my blog.. ur cousin is juz a little wacky.. haha.. *BIG grinzz*

anyway...

i've been eating alot since like........ ytd? haha.. someone stop me.. i'm telling u.. it's my mum's fault.. hmph..

our sch motto.. dunno what chinese words though.. haha..  

OUR famous sch bell.. :) 

C.H.I.J 

stain glass  

in the toilet... :) 

Went back to IJ today with fi, mich n sil..

Yes, kev.. roll ur eyes if u wanna... :P

had mass there.. was late but we still had space to sit.. miss having mass in IJ.. felt a huge gush of faith while sitting there and going for communion.. :)

and we got to see the person we longed to see ever since we left sch coz it's so hard to get to talk to her.. our lao shi.. we missed her alot... :) and she still looked the same though mich said that she lost a little weight.. but lao shi's health has never been very good.. :(

got to see mrs lena siau too.. and she still remember our names!! amazing!! ms yip remembered which class n yr we were from.. :) and i have to be left alone (thx fi, mich n sil) to deal with the "monkey" teacher..

and i absolutely adore mrs matthew's grandchild.. mich didn't wanna help me to kidnap the boy.. :( and mrs alexandra's grandchild's eyes are huge!! haha.. very nice..

and we took pics of the new sch, lao shi.. and in the toilet too.. :) have to wait for fi n mich to send me so that i can upload to my blog.. :)

after which, we went to mos to gossip and update each other on our lives.. (mine was damn boring)

and sil left to go for her co's retreat and the 3 of us went to the manicurist @ shun fu there..

we reached the manicurist at around 130.. i think.. guess what time mich n i left??

7.42pm... my butt was numb, my back ached and i was damn hungry..

fi n her mum left around 6 plus.. i think.. coz they were ready to go.. and we weren't going anywhere else..

i never been so tired at one place before.. and there wasn't alot of entertainment there too.. except for a few clothes, shoes, make-up.. and nail polishes.. haha.. and alot of bitching n gossiping.. haha..

got to know this manicurist-helper really well too.. haha.. told her abt alot of things..

And mich, another cust, the manicurist-helper and i couldn't stop gushing over tony leung and other actors that we love to see on screen.. haha..

oh! oh!!

another thing.. the manicurist thought that the 3 of us are still in sec sch.. from the way we talk n behave.. hahaaha.. she was quite shocked when we said we were already 22 this yr.. :) forever young?? hahaaha..

Hey all...


was talking to jon on tues abt how annoyed i was over someone's "innocent" ways that was bugging the hell out of me..

anyway.. through that talk.. i realised something..

the pple we like are treating us almost the same way... but the prob is i really wonder whether the guy i like really doesn't know that i like him or he's acting dumb like in jon's drama mama love case..

sometimes, i wonder all capricorns go through the same shit.. coz i know another capri who's also going through the same drama mama shit..

is it a crime to be a faithful lover who will stay by the person's side even though it may be impossible to be together?

is that really stupid or is that person really lucky to have someone who will stay by her/his side?

For me..

The person whom i like may not like me the way i like him.. He may find another girl real soon or even get married in the near future.. but as long as he is happy and safe.. i'm satisfied and happy too.. It doesn't mean that juz coz he doesn't like me that way or whatever, i have to give up liking him...

Can't i continue to like him until i find someone better than him? or even better, can it be him?

been resting at home since monday...

halfway through my resume already.. haha.. actually only added one more pg to it.. still have abt 3 more pages to go...

sigh.. everyone is nagging at me to get a job.. even my doc.. damnit.. haha..

okok.. dun hurry me anymore..

Artist: NICKELBACK
Title: Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance'
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving u anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Supposed to meet jon to watch memoirs today.. but that pig is still slping.. up till now.. n he has math at 7 pm.. sigh..

should have gone in the morn to watch by myself.. now.. dun have any mood to watch it already.. sigh..

what a boring day.. shall change back already.. :(

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What's Your Power Color?

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

YEAH...

provided that i'm able to move my butt n find a job..

TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!!


i dunno what to do.. i dunno why i kept doing stuffs that i dun like to do or know that i'm gonna be upset after/ in the midst of the stuffs...

why do i torture myself so?

can someone take me away from this shit???

but can it not be cash/kash/whatever his name is spelt..

:( ~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(~~~~:(

i'm dying of hunger.... :(

and whose fault is it?

jon.... :(

why?

woke me up like 2 freaking hrs before the time to meet... when i only stay like 8 mins away from the mrt... :(

and lunch is only at 1230... someone kill me..... :(

got reminded of the natural source lady when i was painting my toes... haha

i originally wanted to get red... then she asked if she could be of assistance.. so i asked what does she recommend.. guess what she said?

do u wan something unique and outstanding? *or something around that line*

so i looked at fi and both of us asked "what?"

she said "black"...

hahahaa..

To Kev: dun be angry with me, k? :)

Here is something that i fiddle using photostudio..

Last but not least...

to the guy i like: pls dun call or sms me only when noone else wld.. i'm not an entertainer.

due to this...

i won't be answering any calls or smses.. from anyone.. no matter who that person is.

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.No wonder you and London will get along so well.

London sounds cool.. :) Harry Potter, Queen E.. hmmzzzz...

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Hmmmm........ Am i?? hahahaa..

(Edited to protect the company) :P

fifi and i went to watson's today... and we went loony.. haha.. had alot of fun.. fifi took this pic coz when we smelt it.. it smelt like cockroach spray (insecticide).. might be only us.. haha.. maybe one of u could try it and tell us whether it's good or not.. haha.. and i took alot of other hair removal spray.. and sprayed to get the smell.. haha.. both of us nearly died from bad smell.. ahaha.. and after all those spraying.. i was wondering how come there were frosting on a few cans.. after touching n smelling it.. i realised that it was all the spraying that i did.. hahaha.. what a klutz.. haha..

anyways... i did some quizes juz now.. as u guys can see below.. and i have decided on 2 options..

option one: (given by me)

move to japan and set up a male agency for myself and buy a dozen bottles of black nail polish..

option two: (given by fifi)

set up a male agency here looking for jap guys, hire her for creative director n when the jap market is stable, move to other races.. and buy a dozen bottles of black nail polish.. hahahaa..

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!" You Should Date A Japanese Guy! You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modernAnd a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelengthMaybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same colorOr get married in a traditional white kimono! You Have Your PhD in Men You understand men almost better than anyone.You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

Hey ya!!!

Fi wrote this in my taggie..


"well maybe u just have to choose who and when to be nice. then u wouldn't get into too much trouble right!"

i guess that's very true.. :)

i dunno why but i can't stop laughing when i saw what my mum wrote to my dad abt the bill.. haha... she said this "I hv spoken to her to stop being a santa claus." hahahaa.. it cracked me up..

u know.. i think i have a loony sense of humour.. *someone save me!!" hahaha...

what a boring day..


Have to see the doc with my mum later in the evening.. sigh.. this wld be my 6th doc for my stupid cough??


anyways..

after i blogged ytd abt my depressing day.. david msned me n showed me a link and asked me how i felt abt it.. it was a purple butterfly from swarovski.. i told him that it's kinda plain but it's very nice.. and then he said.. it's ur present.. n i choked on my soup.. *had soup for dinner* asked him if he was serious.. and he said he was.. :) -- omg!! i'm so excited!!! :) --

couldn't resist telling fi abt it coz we were already chatting on msn.. she thinks he's so sweet.. and i think so too.. :) thanks hubby.. :) *BIG grin* what a wonderful surprise.. heehee.. :)

...SIGH...

what is going on??


Mummy said that everytime i try to help someone.. i will somehow get myself into trouble with her.. she told me not to be so helpful with my frens... when she said that.. i envisioned herself to be possessed by some evil thingy.. coz what she said was so mean... then somehow i thot of some incidents that happened.. like anto's bracelet, and the fish tank..

i feel like a fucking jinx when she said that.. thanks alot, mum..

feel damn bad abt what happened.. it's juz that i trust my frens alot.. is that bad? sigh.. i dunno anymore..

~Boring day~

got into deep shit with my mum.. may not be able to follow kev to the farm tmw.. damnit.. :(

getting more and more irritated as day goes by.. know i am supposed to do alot of things.. but am too lazy to do them..

i dunno why i'm nice to some pple.. i am pissed with them but yet.. i can't bring myself to be angry with them.. f**k.. can i juz be mean for once?? :( coz i feel as though i dun seem to preach what i say in this area.. -_-''' say that i won't talk to the person for a few days.. but yet.. i would if the person approach me first.. whassup, manz.. stupid hypocrite... :(

can the day be more depressing? maybe i should see a doc and get some slping pills to whack myself out so that i dun have to think anymore.. T-T

What a cold day!!

but..

Today is also Jon's bday... Happy 23rd Birthday!!! haha.. i dunno how many times have i wished u that already.. haha.. thru different methods too.. haha..

and today is also the day that huiling is leaving to Aussie for further studies.. will be sending her later in the evening.. take good care of urself there k? will miss u dearly... and pls email me every week or something and msn me when u see me.. haha..

and ethan.. u owe fi n i dinner.. u can't run away.. fi will be deciding the place.. :)

JON'S PHUTURE BDAY PARTY!!

Group Pic

The girls with annoying jon trying to be funny..

JIE MEI HUA!! haha.. :)

My darling fifi and moi

My two precious darling in the world and me...

Michie n Clarrie

My Bitch, Cinz n me

Squashed by my two stupid girls... haha..

YooooHoooooo!!!

feeling alot of feelings right now.. high.. high.. high on??? hahah... what am i talking abt?? am i supposed to know???

went to holland village with the fam today.. kinda boring.. went shopping with my two sisters after we had lunch.. then, at 4 something, nana left.. soo.. chris n i went around shopping.. and.. before we left holland village.. we did something that we are all happy abt.. :) *wink wink*

who doesn't know abt the mai ya tang old grandmama in holland village?? who doesn't ought to be slapped in the face.. haha..

it was raining for a couple of days already.. ever since last week.. i think.. and today was no exception.. but the poor old grandmama didn't have a cardigan on. not even a sweater.. my heart ached when i saw her.. l'l sis went to buy mai ya tang from her.. and all.. but i juz felt so bad that she's so cold and told chris abt it.. both of us felt damn emo la... saw my mum halfway thru shopping and told her abt it..

then my mum suggested that we buy her a sweater.. so we went sweater-shopping for the granny.. and chris and i contributed half.. chris and i didn't know how to speak cantonese.. so mummy went to talk to her.. :) and she was so happy to receive our gift and she told my mum that she was feeling cold for the past few days already but she doesn't have a coat.. i nearly wanted to cry when my mum translated to us.. coz the granny was speaking until she was abt to cry.. it was a damn emotional moment, manz.. and all i can say is.. i'm so glad that we bought her a sweater.. she's one of the cutest old grandmama that i ever came across.. (except for my own grandmama laaaaa) and that really made my day today.. and i think it was for my mum, l'l sis and the granny too.. :)

and i guess it's the same cliche shit again.. "it's the small things that makes a person happy.." :) hehe..

YaWn

had the longest slp in ages... slept from 1 pm ytd until 11 am this morn... jon thought that i died and kev called me a pig.. haha..

i woke up and my home changed its theme already.. now, it's chinese new yr theme.. flower ball and a huge vase with flowers in the living room, etc.. furniture changed again.. had to spend 5 mins getting used to the settings...

i dunno why but i'm still very restless.. dun feel like moving at all.. juz feel like rotting somewhere.. i know i gotta find a job.. but i'm too lazy to look for one. haha.. which is bad... but i shall do so once i have gone for a haircut.. so that i can get my stupid photo taken and send my resume.. DISNEY CRUISE, here i come.. haha.. but i may not wanna go there coz they only offer 6 - 8 mths contract.. not stable enough..

anyway.. i think my thingy has a weather built-in or something.. coz it always seem to come when it rains.. haha.. back aches, muscles aches.. i juz wanna lie on my bed forever and ever..
maybe that's why i'm feeling weak, since all my blood seem to be drained out..

oh ya.. thanks hubby for making the changes to my blog.. but why did u delete ur blog? silly boy.. but u're so sweet for volunteering to make the necessary changes.. dun forget to call me when u wanna go to ikea.. :)

The remains

Empty bowls and plates

Cheers to LIFE!!

Me, Pam n Huiling

Getting started

While waiting for the soup to boil

Now at huiling's place.. had steamboat not long ago.. :) with fi, mich, liwen, and another girl called pam.. had alot of fun bitching abt pple.. *as usual*.. haha.. i ate alot again.. :( which is bad.. somebody stop me!! haha..

went to church in the morning with fi, mich and mich's mum.. but fi and i were late coz we went to have breakfast.. so we didn't sit with mich and her mum.. we satbehind our junior though.. haha.. haven't seen our junior in a long time.. :)

then we went to ntuc.. bought alot of mushrooms and egg tofu.. but it was all yummy.. :) then we followed mich to eat ya kun coz she was getting hungry.. and then we walked to fi's hse as it was still early..

met fi's parents and bro.. her dad is very friendly but a tad too direct la.. haha. but i love her parents coz they are very friendly and easy to get along with.. :)

anyway... these are the things that happened today.. on the first day of the yr.... it was all good coz i got to hang out with all my good girl pals.. :)

anyway.. u guys enjoy the first day of the yr and take care.. :)