tag Tag... u're it!!

Rule of the TagTag game..

1. post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
2. at the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" on their blogs, and tell them to read your blog for rules!so here's 5 really, really weird/random stuff..

1) I like to daydream alot and stare at that particular place for a long time
2) I get distracted easily esp when i'm bored
3) I talk really fast esp when i'm excited.. haha..
4) I am a very indecisive person
5) I bruise very easily and very clumsy.. haha..

The 5 People to be tagged!!

Joyce, David, Jon, Ivan, Huiling

today, i went to watch "Narnia" with kev.. a good show to catch.. i like the song by alanis morisette.. and peter is such a hunk when he grew older.. *yummy* heehee...

today is new yr's eve.. enjoy urselves.. take care.. and i'll see my darlinks at the steamboat tmw.. :)

cinz, chix n fen

more pics? haha..  

the zoo pics.. :) 

3 nyies.. haha..  

someone wanted a little recognition.. haha.. so i shall give it to him since it's christmas.. (i'm so nice... haha)

Jon: someone who lately reminds me of a lion cub.. haha.. a very warm, friendly and crappy guy.. though we only got to know each other roughly in march 2005, but i think we kick off in a good start.. haha.. isn't it so? haha..

happy now, jon? :)

anyway..

i juz opened the letter that joyce gave me for my bday.. i think by far.. this is the only letter which touched the very depth of my heart.. i seriously wanted to cry when i read it.. esp. this part.. (she gave me a earring that she made herself) +

black: i think of u, i think of belleie loves black, i dunno why
red: ur passion to serve & to lead and to guide and how u love
pearls: ur femininity(i know.. alot of u will disagree.. asses), ur motherly nature
gold: ur generosity in giving
this earrings is named after u darling and no duplicates will be made so that no one else has that except u, my dear...

so sweet huh?? awwwww.. i love u joyce!! haha..

merry x'mas pple...

this yr is coming to an end!! yay!! can't wait for the new year to begin.. though i'm scared stiff... kinda anxious too.. haha..

i thank all of u guys for being at the chalet.. i had fun most of the time.. though towards the end, i was major stoning.. haha...

there are too many pple to recognize.. so i'm juz gonna name a few..

kev: thanks for being there whenever i need a fren and entertaining me whenever i'm bored.. without u, i think my life will be super boring.. haha.. dun u feel touched? u better be since u're my best guy fren.. and i'm ur best girl fren.. haha..

cinz: hey bitch.. thanks for ur crappiness n ur dumbness.. u crack me up everytime without fail with ur stupidity.. u're one of a kind man.. i lub u!! haha..

fenny: hey darlink.. i love u even though u dun.. haha.. thanks for making time to come for the chalet.. i was very touched though we didn't really spent much time together.. my marshmallow. haha..

von: we're almost in the same boat in our love life.. thanks for consoling me each time i'm down.. i really appreciate it.. haha.. i will definitely miss ur lameness.. coz it's damn cold la.. haha..

nad: hey ms serious.. haha.. act serious in class... but a pervert after sch.. haha.. dun do what u do to gwen n me when u start working again k? haha.. silly girl..

to the rest.. i know i dun have to say anything to u guys coz u all know how much u guys mean to me in my heart.. *wink wink*

anyway.. i love u guys n i wish all of u the best in everything u do.. hopefully nth major will change for the coming yrs and we'll still be as close as ever.. take care peeps.. :)

today is the day of the chalet!!!

i was very excited for days before the chalet.. but now, i'm not that excited.. i wonder why.... maybe i'll get excited once i get there..

it took me awhile to realise that someone's moodswings is as terrible and drastic as mine.. i never had to deal with a person like this before coz normally it's onli me.. and this person is affecting my moodswings badly too.. hence, if that person suddenly turns moody, i would turn moody too for no rhyme or reason.. i dunno.. been controlling it though.. i would juz keep quiet when it happens.. coz i dun wanna yell at that person.. think i have been very patient..

anyway.. hope to see u guys there soon... :)

can't slp

Coz---->
1) my darlink fenny called me before she went for her 1st day of attachment..
2) my mum couldn't decided what to wear to work...

seeing fenny going for her attachment, made me think of my own attachment... my first day of attachment was very fun.. vic, jac, elaine, sumit, dammy and me met at city hall to go to conrad together.. and all of us looked as though we were going to the beach instead.. haha.. halfway, we really wanted to do that coz we all didn't wanna go to work.. when we reached there, we changed into our first uniform and had a great time laughing coz we all looked funny in our uniforms..

i think i was very lucky in a way that i had all my close frens around.. even my good fren who went to hd straight went to conrad and we had alot of fun when she was around with me, esp. in banquet.. :) i really thank them for choosing to be in the same hotel as me.. even though i had to beg some of them coz they didn't wanna choose conrad in the first place..

going through attachment changed who i am to become a stronger person.. *though not so brave until i'm willing to sit on the elephant ride* and i hope all my precious who will be going through the attachment, will turn into stronger persons and treasure all the experiences that they will have to go through.

anyway.. next yr.. there will be alot of changes.. let us all have e courage to go through it. u guys will always be in my heart, hope that it'll be the same for all of u.. *hugz*

yawnzzz...

i'm tired from walking.. haha.. on monday.. walked around town with mich n yk until 11 plus.. on tues, after shal's place, went for dinner @ fish&co parkmall with sha, ethan and my darling hubby, then walked down to crown prince hotel there for swenson's ice cream.. then jon & shal called to me to tell me that they are in hmv so after that, i went to join them.. we headed down to liquid kitchen with one of shal's fren.. went home soon after.. on wed, i went to the zoo with my 3 darlinks.. and finally....

ytd, i met jon at 1 plus to go to beach rd's golden mile there to buy bunsen burners for his party and walked around arab st and parco bugis, then decided to go to suntec city's carrefour to see if they have small pots for his fondue.. but they didn't have alot of selections.. so we went to marina square instead.. passing by millenia walk, i saw yam and my "da ge" in conrad selling x'mas goodies. had 4 muffins free too.. hehe..

when we reached marina square.. i was kinda tired already.. walked around for abit before jon decided to get 2 small pots from them.. then we didn't know where to go already coz we still had time to spare before he had to go to orchard to meet his sis.. so we walked around city link and basement of raffles city before taking a train.. then the stupid train had some stupid technical shit.. but the funny thing is that after jon left.. the train was back to normal.. haha

msged fi during my way home to check if she could meet me.. so we met up for awhile.. had swenson's ice cream again and then we walked around for awhile. then we went home.. :)

past few days have been quite tiring.. or am i getting old? haha.. gonna rest for the next few days.. then tues will head down to buy the chalet food and then.. the chalet will begin!! so excited!! heehee.. YAY!!

went to the zoo with my 3 darlinks (von, cinz n fen) ytd..


we had alot of fun!! we took alot of pics and visited alot of animals.. :) fen n i even stole hay from the horses to give to the cows.. haha.. and made cinz walk into the kiddy pool with fen n i.. haha. (she was wearing shoes) von was abit eccentric as always.. ahha.. she took pics of the baboon scratching another's butt.. (-_-''') haha..

then, cinz had to surprise me with a ticket to the elephant ride as my bday pressie.. oh gawd.. i told them that i didn't wanna sit on the elephant even before we reached the zoo.. coz 1) i was wearing a skirt 2) it's huge!!

i even had to beg them to sit with me for the ride. haha.. then fen bought tix for 3 of them and we went for the ride... gawd.. the ele was damn huge and wide la! i wanted to die.. n the stupid rider kept teasing von n me coz both of us were damn scared la.. T-T

then the ride was finally over.. my legs felt like jelly when i came down.. and my thighs were aching like shit.. had to squat for awhile. then we moved to the benches near the elephant ride place.. then suddenly all the riders started to tease me non-stop. even when they were riding with different tourists.. :( and i kept hiding my face with my cap coz i could have die with embarrassment.. then they started asking me to go for a 2nd ride.. i kept saying no.. each time, i turned and face them, they will ask me that qn.. man. it wasn't as bad until my 3 darlinks shouted back that my bday is coming.. i was like "WTF"... and suddenly, 2 of them came down and wanted to drag me for a 2nd ride..

i had to run away and hid in the toilet for awhile.. called david to tell him what had happened.. and went out to see if the coast was clear.. until i spotted one of them still looking for me.. and i ran to the other exit of the area and walked off to the exit of the zoo.. david had to help with the way out coz i didn't have the stupid map with me.. haha..

but in the end.. it was an great experience coz i never sat on an elephant before.. though i was scared out of my wits, thanks cinz for the wonderful surprise that i will remember always. :)

i'm so excited!!! gonna celebrate my bday soon.. heehee.. yay!!

and i juz bought a new pair of shoes.. it's black wedge shoes!! got kinda influenced by my mum n all. heehe..

went out for ktv session and steamboat with my darlinks ytd.. had loads of fun though kev pissed me off badly.. i was fuming mad!! but i was ok after like 5 - 10 mins? can't stay angry forever.. and he better buy for me my necklace from thailand.. he juz left this morn.. too bad.. he can't join us when we go out on wed n thurs..

on wed, will be heading to e zoo with fenny, von n cinz.. fen said there would be a surprise guest.. wonder who...? heehee.. then we'll head down to play bowling and have dinner at marina square.. on thurs, will be meeting fenny *n maybe von?* to buy stuffs that she need for her attachment and all..

tmw, i'll be staying over at silly mich's place.. then tues, we'll be playing mahjong at shal's place.. busy busy.. heehee..

i love it when i have no more school to attend.. yay!!!

anyway.. it's 10 more days to 21st pple!! haha.. nice pressies for me? yay!! hahahaa..

MY quiz scoreboard ....

Fiona - 100
Firdaus - 90
Fen - 70
Terence - 60
Kev - 50
Von - 40
Joyce - 40
Shirley - 30
Andrew - 20
Ethan - 20
Irrritant - 20
Shal - 20
Michelle Hou - 10

Looks like Fi is still the best.. haha.. :P

DISHWALLA LYRICS - "Bleeding Out"

Do you know just what it's like to burn inside so often?
To see the life you give is not in vain and not forgotten
To feel it all.... i feel it burn in time
I give it all.... and still i feel denied

Now that i am bleeding out
I pray for something
Now that i am bleeding out
I fade to nothing
Now that i am bleeding out.....
bleeding out

Is there no place safe,
and nothing sacred for the living
I feel the life inside me stain the ground
with love and yearning
To feel it all (to feel it all)
To feel it come alive
To give it all (to give it all)
So you won't be denied

Now that i am bleeding out
I pray for something
Now that i am bleeding out
I fade to nothing
Now that i am bleeding out

Be the change you wish to see,
and all the world gives something
Now that i am bleeding out
I pray for something
Now that i am bleeding out
I fade to nothing
Now that i am bleeding out
Bleed...

Got this quiz from von.. check it out..

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Pissed off...

i dunno what to do for my bday.. chalets are out already.. i'm too moody to do any shit now.. aarrghh.. i juz dun wan it to be like all my other bdays. forgotten bdays.. i hate it..

i dun wanna talk abt it already.. maybe i should juz forget abt it..

oh man oh man

took a break to list down the number of pple to invite for my bday... it came up to more than 44 pple... what am i gonna dooooooo?????

NORAH JONES LYRICS - "What Am I To You?"


What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Fast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue


When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so


If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball


When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you


Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never wanna part
I'm giving you the ball


When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies


I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

ytd was a busy day..

when for law classes from 9am - 130pm, then met mich n jiahao to head to zhiwang's bday at sentosa chalet.. got lost when we reach sentosa.. kept missing the place until zhiwang sent zi en to look for us.. though i haven't seen zi en in a long while.. he's still as annoying as ever.. that piece of shit.. made us walk here n there..

when we reach there, saw jianghao.. hate him. still look as though he's 16.. irritating haha.. then the four of us, zi en jia hao, mich n i head upstairs to play mahjong.. haha. i only won 10 cents... -_-'''' basket.. at least better than nth.. haha..

then head downstairs for steamboat.. ate a little.. then went off to pick shin up.. and went to liwen's bday.. :) and was there until close to midnight.. then went home to slp..

liwen's mum is too nice. ahah.. kept bringing food to our table.. it was ALOT.. haha.. n everyone told her that i'll finish all the food.. man.. i nearly had indigestion when they said that.. and i had 2 slices of bday cake. haha..

but before that.. on the way to pick shin up.. mich told me something depressing.. made me so depressed until a few droplets of tears came down.. called my best guy fren, after mch told me, to make me feel better.. and it worked coz i felt much better after that..

but the day was quite ok la.. except... i dunno who tried to call me at 130 in the morning.. coz i was too slpy to pick up.. haha..