A friend is one whom I can talk to about anything without them passing judgement on me

that's what penny sent me in msn today coz i asked her to give some comments.. i think it is very nicely said.. i feel that it's one of the core ingredient in friendship.. it's so simple but yet.. it describes friendship..

being a true friend takes loads of time and practise.. u'll never be a "perfect" fren for anyone.. that's for sure.. as there isn't such a thing as "perfect".. it's all abt forgiving.. i never really believed that anyone can really forget things that happened.. coz definitely something will "spark" that bad memory again..

forgiveness..

that takes alot of courage.. i admire anyone who can forgive those who have done something wrong to them. it's really not that easy.. it's always easy to say "i forgive u".. but do u really forgive?

think about it folks.. are u guys ready to be brave?

was reading one of my fren's blog.. felt quite sad coz alot of things are happening bet us and a few of my other frens.. i guess what was bothering me was the part that was mentioned about pay day. coz all of us had plans to have dinner together. so when my fren said "i have alot of plans.." i wonder if the dinner is in the plan too..

sometimes, i wonder what muz a person do to be called as ur "fren"? what about u guys? what made u call ur frens "frens"? email me on that.. i really wanna know what u guys think... need my email add? clarrie_belle@hotmail.com reply me, alright?

my blog is gonna be a interactive one.. will post in the replies that u guys have said... hope u guys will participate...

Temptations!!!!!!!!!!!!


omg.. yesterday, i realised that my com at work has internet access... it's killing me.. coz juz with one tiny click on the MSN Messenger icon, i can be online... damn.. it's bad coz my manager can find out and i'll get a bad record coz of that but.. it's so freaking tempting...... T_T

how, manzzzz.. it's drving me nuts... guess how i found out? i was cleaning my keyboard n i accidentally hit the "home" button.. suddenly TA DA! MSN webpage came out... is it a sign?? hmmmmzzz

if i didn't clean my keyboard, i would have realized that they have internet connection.. bad keyboard.. :P

n at home.. i found out that my l'l sis found out a new dling place.. omg... how much temptations in a day!!! *shake head* tsk tsk.. heh heh.. now dling "gui ji" by jay chou and "let's get it started" by black eyed peas.. had to dl again coz my dls from kazaa are gone... have to re-dl..

i absolutely love fergie's opening to the song.... damn cool.... fergie is my babe.. lol.. she's so hot.. *do i sound like a lesbo again?*

talking abt lesbos... pple esp the men think that i'm one coz i hug the girls, give them flying kisses, hold hands with them and call them my love.. whatssup manz.. one even bumped into a wall coz of me.. lol... oh well... can't be bothered.. haha COZ isn't that what we do in IJ? right, my babes? :P

and my operator frens kept telling me to behave like a girl.. esp lavarnya.. she can't stand the way i sit.. i sit with my right leg folded under my left leg.. coz we are wearing a long coat as a "dress".. so the slit is quite high right smack in the middle.. but who cares man.. no one's gonna look under the table wat.. lav was so sweet yesterday, i was telling her that i was hungry... and she went to buy a chocolate bun for me from the gift shop.. what a sweetie... :)

well.. i gotta go now.. take care peeps..

P.S HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SWEETIE SILLY MICHELE.. HOPE THAT YOU'LL GROW SMARTER.. *LOLZ* BUT DUN LOSE THE INNOCENCE IN YOU!!!! coz all of us will be different if the "glue" in our lives disappears...

hope u understand what i'm saying... if u dun.. *highly possible* juz call me and i'll explain.. *hugs*

After going through 4 days of graveyard shifts... my body is turning haywire coz i can't slp at nite.. how shitty.. i feel like a zombie..

today met some frens for dinner.. some stuffs happened that got me thinking..

Being there for ur fren esp. one who tries to "block" all your concerns is really very hard and tiring.. i really dunno how am i supposed to care for this person.. trying to understand this person really takes up all my energy and effort..

we're thinking of having a "talk" with this person to show that it's ok to trust us and it's ok to be dependent on us.. that we will not leave this person.. hopefully it will turn out well...

well.. tmw i have to go back to work already.. not very excited abt it coz i screwed up badly before i left work on wed.. got this feeling that tmw ain't gonna be very happy..

GOD give me strength..

and my cash flow is going down down down... can't wait for my next pay.. dunno how i'm gonna survive until then though coz my parents ain't gonna give me anymore allowance.. T_T

ways.. thanks sha for pointing out my spelling mistake.. haha.. ciao pple.. *muacks*

FINALLY!!

finally had the time to change my blogskin.. was getting kinda sian of my old skin already..

WHY?

why did i chose this skin? haha..

coz.. i think that everyone need a candle to guide them through the darkness of the night.

why did i remove the tag board?

coz.. noone leaves me any msgs anymore.. :p

why did i remove the "face"?

coz.. i dun have time to change the face to suit my mood..

ABT..

abt my work.. i'm currently very "affected" by the surroundings that i am in.. i find it hard to be happy coz for the past few days, i have made quite a number of mistakes. i dun wanna talk abt it. it's juz very hard for me to look in the eyes those pple that are nice to me in the dept.